Falling into Places

If you're one of the few readers that come to this blog, I'm sure you might have known about the business I'm trying to venture into. The E-commerce shit that got stalled in payment gateway execution ( I hate banks! ) I admit, I was a bit frustrated. It occurs to me that life isn't always going to be smooth, and we don't always get what we want. Things just don't always go according to plans.

The fire never died in me, tho' it seems a bit too far to reach. But yeah, I was a bit demotivated, I won't deny that.

After a few months wasted ( I never touched the program, I just stopped progressing because of that obstacle ) and then I got a new job in Phileo.

My former boss tried to make a counter-offer. Malah lebih tinggi daripada gaji baru yang saya akan ditawarkan ini. I must tell you, it was fucking tempting! Money, is. But my instinct directed me to pass that tempting offer and head to the new office, even though it means that I've to stray away from my designing field, and start new in servicing field, of an ad agency instead.

Changes are scary, but don't give in. We don't only have the choice to just be stagnant and trapped in our own comfort zone! I braced myself and didn't look back.

And guess what? Dandan di tempat baru ini, ada satu client yang mahu company I'm working with design their website and online shopping system! Teka la sapa yang dapat account tu untuk dijaga? Yes, me!!

Don't you just love how life goes? Apatah lagi account itu belongs to a company that bought the rights to sell luxurious brands in South East Asia. Brand2 yang terkemuka seperti Hugo Boss, Salvatore Ferragamo, Coach, Jimmy Choo, Fendi, and trust me, banyak gila. They're building their own integrated payment gateway and online order system, delivery, dan semuanya yang semestinya akan membantu saya kelak!! I just have to open my eyes and grab every opportunities to learn in this very exciting journey.

This is just far too great to be just a fucking co-incident. I'm starting to see how things fall into places, and God's invisible hand, again, putting opportunities and obstacles for me, only to guide me to solve it. Can't you see? He fucking loves me!!

I guess in the end, I just gotta be grateful that I'm aware enough (thanks to Him) to realize this connection He creates for me. How dependent I am to only Him, and how He repays my remembrance by making things easier in my life. I feel like as if He's communicating with me. It's a humbling feeling, yet special and loved.

And that, my friend; is priceless.