Found faith at every corner,
Found fate at every end.
I am not an easy person, yeah I realize that.
Sometimes I too wonder; Why do I make things so difficult *sigh*
Perfect example is the below post. One can clearly see that I wanted my dad to be home. Father's Day are meant to be spent with the children, no? We have always been celebrating, and I guess I am having difficulties to adjust.
But I took the other way around. I won't go and ask for something that I know I won't get. So instead, I shut all windows and doors, not wanting anything from him.
Hati keras.
Macam batu.
I think being soft is a weakness. Let's just hope it won't eat me alive.
Again, all together now;
Found faith at every corner,
Found fate at every end.
2 comments:
being able to show your weakness is courageous. because that is the essence of being humble.
and being able to admit vulnerability reflects strength, just as much, because not many can.
then on top of that, find faith, and submit to fate, and pick yourself up to face another day :)
halu darling. my father grumbled to my mother that i dont go home enough, nor do i talk to him enough. he lost my respect..quite some time ago really..
anyways..i set a reminder to text my abah every sunday. and i did, on fathers day. i hardly say i love you, nor do i salam and cium his hands when i balik.
and when his reply was a short tq, i felt dissappointed.
he wasnt a bad father, but i supposed he made me a person with a dark side that will never go away. too bad yeah?
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